I honestly don't know what to do with myself because omg I really love those boys and Louis especially like I'm in so much pain because he just won't stop being so fucking precious all the time and like I need time to breathe but I can't because Louis is just ugh and I really just want to hold him and tell him I love him and hate him but I love him because look at him and guys this is really bad and I really just want to cry at my life right now because what am I doing

VMA's tonight!