Heyo, never let go of me

Heyo, never let go of me
Hold tight it's gonna get hard to breathe
(Hold tight, baby)
I'll never never let you drown
Even if we're going down
Heyo, never let go of me
When I'm sinkin'

Loose lips sink ships that's what someone told me
But this boat will stay afloat for as long as you hold me
We've been through rough water
Anytime it was tougher
But the fact I came back to remind you I love ya
And if that's not enough
Well I can one up ya
I pinky promise touch thumbs I'll never make you suffer
And all I ask in return is some reciprocation
I'll be your oxygen when you're running out of patience
So take a deep breath, and hold it tight
My heart is yours just reassure me that you'll hold it right
Don't be offended, I'm just the cautious type
To always be around and hold you down
And never under, like

Heyo, never let go of me
Hold tight it's gonna get hard to breathe
(Hold tight baby, hold tight)
I will never let you drown (never)
Even if we're going down (going down)
Heyo, never let go of me
When I'm sinkin'

This is my message in a bottle
I hope that you receive it
If it washes up at your feet then open it and read it
To whom it may concern, insert your name here
It's destiny that we were both born in the same year
Three months apart, but on the same sphere
Staring at the sun, inhaling the same air
This type of love we got, they'll never get it
I'll be the Leo DiCaprio to your Kate Winslet
Sometimes I panic but I never take it for granted
I'll hold you 'til my lips turn blue
Like Jack in Titanic
And if I lose my grip, then just promise me this
You'll keep my love in a locket
And always rock it, like

Heyo, never let go of me
(Never let go, never let go)
Hold tight it's gonna get hard to breathe
(Hold tight)
I will never let you drown
Even if we're going down
Heyo, never let go of me
When I'm sinkin'

There's times where like
We find it hard to hold on to something
That was never meant to be held onto
But you let it go, if it comes back it was meant to be
If not, just let it be

Heyo, never let go of me
(Never let go, never let go)
Hold tight it's gonna get hard to breathe
(Hold tight, hold tight)
I will never let you drown
Even if we're going down (going down)
Heyo, never let go of me
When I'm sinkin'

I never wanna shake their hands and stay

I'll believe when the walls stop turning
I'll believe when the storm is through
I believe I hear them say
David won't stop writing songs
I never wanna shake their hands and stay
I never wanna shake their hands and stay
Oh no let's go

We are young, we are one
Let us shine for what it's worth
To your place, place, place
We're on our way, way, way
We're on our way, way, way
We're on our way somehow
Hold me close, close, close
We're losing time, time, time
We're losing time, time, time
We're falling to the ground

I'll believe when the sky is burning
I'll believe when I see the view
I believe I heard them say
David won't stop dreaming now
And everybody clap your hands and shout
And everybody clap your hands and shout
Oh no, they shout

We are young, we are one
Let us shine for what it's worth
To your place, place, place
We're on our way, way, way
We're on our way, way, way
We're on our way somehow
Hold me close, close, close
We're losing time, time, time
We're losing time, time, time
We're falling to the ground

We are young, we are one
Let us shine for what it's worth
To your place, place, place
We're on our way, way, way
We're on our way, way, way
Hold me close
We're losing time
Hold me close
We're falling to the ground

Taxi driver the sun is rising
Damn the sirens, keep on driving
Flashing light, oh what a night
I miss her bad, I lost my head
And it's sunning, we're still runing
For her rooftop, our last stop
Barefoot, naked, don't you let me go

To your place, place, place
We're on our way, way, way
We're on our way, way, way
We're on our way somehow
Hold me close, close, close
We're losing time, time, time
We're losing time, time, time
We're falling to the ground

We are young, we are one
Let us shine for what it's worth
To your place, place, place
We're on our way, way, way
We're on our way, way, way
We're on our way

La la la la la
(This Night Will Never End)
La la la la la
La la la la la this night will never end, this night will never end

Hold me close, we're losing time
Hold me close, we're falling to the ground

I can't stay here

I can't stay here
I am not the girl who runs and hides
Afraid of what could be

And I will go there
I need time, but know that things are always closer
Than they seem
Now I'll do more than dream

I'm gonna fly
Gonna crash right through the sky

Gonna touch the sun
Show everyone
That it's

All or nothing
All or nothing
This is my life
I'm not gonna live it twice

There's no in-between
Take it to extremes
Cause it's

All or nothing
All or nothing

Or nothing at all

I can't give up
Can't just let it burn
And watch the fire
A star that turn to dust 

And now, please don't judge me
Take my hand and say
You'll always wish me well
And send me luck

Cause that would
Be enough

Nothing can stop us now
There was never a shadow of doubt

"
1. Do not kill yourself. Killing yourself is very messy and your mother will cry over you. It is not beautiful or brave, and even if it was, you will not be around to see that.

2. Washing your hair is going to be a chore. But you should do it anyway. Because you will feel better about yourself.

3. Get up late. Have a lay in. Sleep past your alarm. You have a very long life ahead of you and for now you should appreciate the cold side of your pillow.

4. He is going to break your heart but he’s just another male human who finds it hard to deal with Mondays, too. So in a month you’ll wake up and you won’t even remember that little scar on his knuckle you kissed.

5. Don’t spend hours looking up what your name means on google. Your name is your name and you should go out there and do heroic and good deeds and give your name your own meaning.

6. Don’t fight your demons. Your demons are here to teach you lessons. Sit down with your demons and have a drink and a chat and learn their names and talk about the burns on their fingers and scratches on their ankles. Some of them are very nice.

7. Music is good for your soul. Rap music will energise you and boost your ego and pop music will cheer you up. Indie music will make you think and emotional songs will make you cry and think about that boy again. It’s healthy.

8. Victim complexes are not attractive. Boys and girls will not date you because you are sad. They are not going to date you and kiss your aching bones and cure you of your dragging depression. Wake up. Take a bath. Do your hair. Be attractive.

9. Sadness is not poetic. Depression is not beautiful. Laying in bed all day and eating too much is lazy and disgusting and it is not tragic or pretty. Get up. Go outside. Let the sun warm your bones. Live.

10. If it makes you happy, buy twenty of it. Dedicate your life to it. Print it on tv shirts and collect things and draw art of it. Do not care what people think. They are the unhappy people you need to avoid. The abuse they will hurl at you is painless compared to how sad they are. Pity them. Remain happy.

11. You are allowed to be angry. But the world is not working against you. The flowers do not bloom for you and when your mother shouts ask her if she is okay instead of thinking she hates you. She never will. The world walks beside you and is silent. It does not trip you up or carry you.

12. Day and night cycles are natural. Humans only sleep at night because we used to avoid predators in the dark because of our poor eyesight. Stay awake until 5am watching bad reality shows. Wake up at 7pm and have breakfast.

13. Eat when you are hungry. Being bored does not constitute a chocolate bar. Sleep when you are tired. Do not mindlessly obey the sleep at night rule. If you are not tired, do not sleep.

"

Do not get me wrong though, I love christmas

I was thinking about christmas and was happy till I remembered that it meant family time. I love my family but sometimes not really.
I barely know half of my family (and I'm not even talking about my dad's side which is even worse).
When we get together it's awkward cause it's like I'm talking to strangers and they're so judgmental and I hate that more than anything. It's like they suddenly have opinion about everything in my life when they don't even know who I am or what has been going on with me for the past year - I guess that's the definition of family though. I love (part of) them but sometimes I can't stand them and thinking about spending so long with them all makes me want to run away.


My mum just spent an hour reciting all my flaws, physically and as a person. She's lucky that I have enough self esteem and that I don't give a fuck about what people say about me. I then told her that and she said 'that's bad cause if you'd listened to what I tell you you'd try to improve' no I'd be/feel miserable.


I used to have such close relationships with so many people - now half of them are not even in my life anymore and the other half doesn't care
when and how has this happened I don't know I don't understand

Next year I'm hopefully moving to England, all on my own, leaving everyone behind and starting a new life with new people in a new place.
it's gonna be the fucking best and I can't wait,

And if college goes wrong for me in the first year I'll be working already so I'll just start living my life the way I want to. I've never wanted to be one of those people who study/work their entire lives and forget to actually live.