14.10.13

Oceans / Consumed by you

Come with me I'll take you to the ocean where we can breathe
You and me together hand in hand just like it used to be
The time of moon is right to scrutinise
Free me

We used to be the ones who never cared about the others
Used to have another world, where nothing used to matter
We had our pills and our broken little wings
Bottle after bottle fighting gravity to stop this spin

And I remember when we drove all night
To find another place another time
But you decided to be free from me
You choose reality
Reality instead of me

No don't let me down
Don't go, I wont be fine
How you can't see
You're taking life from me
Lover don't speak
You always disagree
When we can't see
We're learning to believe
Believe in what we feel
So close your eyes
I'll show you love tonight

It's started out so slowly drifting further from the others
The violence every night and the silence screaming murder
I tried to give you time to get used to my escape
Every body down I will intoxicate

And the piano full of blood
From the songs that I've been bleeding
A bottle full of wine I am standing on the ceiling
I'm dancing here alone every night until you come
I just wanted to be holy but please just come back

Home, don't let me down
Don't go, I won't be fine
How you can't see
You're taking life from me
Lover don't speak
You always disagree
When we can't see
Were learning to believe
Believe in what we feel
So close your eyes
I'll show you love tonight

And I remember when we drove all night
To find another place another time
But you decided to be free from me
You choose reality
Reality instead of me

How you can't see
You're taking life from me
Lover don't speak
You always disagree
When we can't see
Were learning to believe
Believe in what we feel
So close your eyes
I'll show you love tonight
Forever dies tonight

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I laid the devil’s curse on you
For all those years you put us through
I’ve been living with your words around my neck

And now I always feel so wrong
’Cause you have shaped me for so long
A heart of stone and all these things I have become
I’m consumed by you

You made me carve I my own skin
Been on the outside looking in
Oh I died so young I killed myself for you

I'm growing smaller every day
Like I’m always in your way
And then blame it all one me
You can blame on me

Will you pull the trigger
Tell me what to say
I never learn
Am I in your way?

Been screaming loudless
All my life
I’ve had enough
Make sure this time I’ll be heard
I’m consumed by you

The glass I turned to
While being crucified by you
We play the skills that we’ve been dealt,
And oh I played it oh so well

Became a ghosts around this house
Distant smoke, you closed your eyes
The dead will dance for me tonight
I’m lead into the light

Will you pull the trigger
Tell me what to say
I never learn
Am I in your way?

Been screaming loudless
All my life
I’ve had enough
Make sure this time I’ll be heard
The payback that I deserve

And I need them all to know
How you were valuing my soul
That you made me think just 10 years old
That I must be the devil’s child
Convinced me with your lies
A family of hidden crimes
I won’t be quiet this time

Been screaming loudless
All my life
I’ve had enough
I just want to be heard
The payback that I deserve

I laid the devil’s curse on you
For all those years you put me through
I’ve been living with your words around my neck

And now I always feel so wrong
’Cause you have shaped me for so long
A heart of stone and all these things I have become
I’m consumed by you